Behold I Send You Out Into The World - To Take The First Step?

I do not believe in God in a way that religions teach to believe in him, her or it, the only message in the religious texts that I think are important is Love, Forgiveness, Compassion towards one another.

Last week I had a dream which I am still trying to bring the pieces of together to get a full picture, it is something that has been on my mind for the last few days and yet I am still questioning the reasoning of - Why?

I don't believe that God left us because in the notion of absence there is presence and my dreams have indicated this, I know it is silly to say or ponder upon such topic as we consider dreams to be merely dreams.

Withing the dream I kept wanting to ask for answers and none were given for a while, eventually after sometime an answer was given in a form of a name. I will not utter this name here because well to be honest who knows who might be listening or watching...

The thing I was told though is that this person is the one I need to speak to and to trust no one else there except them, that this person knows and can answer why things are as they are. Now comes the big shock God the voice that comes through emotions told me that this individual is at The Vatican. I know! Big Shock? The voice saying to trust no one else at The Vatican but this person, which now brings the questions:

1. Why does the voice or God or It is saying to not trust anyone at The Vatican?
2. Has the Vatican been infiltrated?
3. Why specifically this individual?

Now one would assume notions of a dream being a dream and that it's all wild imagination, I however decided to see if this person is even real and to my surprise they are real and they work at The Vatican. I have not heard, seen or even remember mentions of this individual anywhere so it is impossible for my subconscious to be bringing this up from a memory.

I now wonder that if this Voice is indeed saying the truth, than a thought struck me that the place we all consider to be Holy and a representation of God is no longer the place of God. So would it be wrong of me to assume that - God has lost faith and turned his eye away from The Roman Catholic Church?

I stand before a door upon which I need to decide if I am to take the first step through, to behold and listen to this voice and let it guide me to where it is I am meant to go. Like a gentle wind of whisper radiating joy, love, peace and reassurance, I must decide to what it is I am meant to do. And yet I do fear to take that first step not to mention contacting this specific individual - Father ******* within the Vatican.

I am not a man of faith as many preach themselves to be, I am not a man of the cloth, I've been to Church 2 times in my life, when I was a 1 year old child and was baptized and the 2nd time was a friend who dragged me there but it didn't feel right.

For even now I am sitting here pondering the thoughts and notions, if God or whatever indeed wished for me to do things I still doubt. I guess I am a defiant son in the eyes of this force that no matter how much proof he is provided still doubts.

Generally speaking I'd say it's good to be wary of voices in your head.

if there is truth to what is being said, you will feel it. to learn that the Vatican is compromised should not come as a surprise. it has been infiltrated by lucifarians, as has all powerful institutions. whether or not this particular individual can be trusted, you'll have to use your own judgement.

Research this person at the Vatican more, get a feel for him first. Then write a letter to this guy. Ask your questions, but be tactful. Don't give away the fact you had a dream of all this. If you get a personalized return letter with some good answers, let us know! You may gain a good pen pal at the very least.

Why does the voice or God or It is saying to not trust anyone at The Vatican?

a reply to: WonderingDreamer

I wouldn't worry too much about hearing benevolent voices in your head. You are probably needed to do something. Called to work in the field. This happened to me many years ago. You should trust your dreams. This is one of the ways in which God or angels can communicate with you. If you write them down you will sometimes see a meaning which would otherwise be difficult to see.
The lamps or light of most of the world's religions do not shine brightly. They have become dull.
We live in the morally degraded age called (Kali Yuga). The last of 4 great ages. It is known as the age of quarrel.
In this age there is a constant attack on the light of knowledge & Truth. There is a constant attempt to lead people away from God and the teaching of love.
As for the Vatican. Throughout history the Catholic church have massacred anyone with an opposing view. Branding them heretics. For example the 1572 St. Bartholomew's Day massacre of protestants in France.
Yes there is an infiltration. There is a grand infiltration not only on all of the worlds religions. But also governments. Governmental departments. Corporations. Secret societies. Going right down to individuals. Its spiritual war fare.
As for the vatican and the pope. I have heard that he is a jesuit. Study jesuits if you haven't heard of them. I have also heard of him being referred to as the black pope. The last pope.

a reply to: TheInfiniteFantastic

Even the scientific method of objectivity is under attack by material corruption in this age. Scientist becoming priest branding heretics for the people who demand proof of their ideas/models.

I hope that you are feeling blissful and calm.

Even the scientific method of objectivity is under attack by material corruption in this age. Scientist becoming priest branding heretics for the people who demand proof of their ideas/models. I hope that you are feeling blissful and calm.

a reply to: LittleByLittle

Great vid! Bill Hicks. What a legend! Truly a wise and advanced Soul. Not only is he hilarious but he weaves that wisdom into his comedy. Brilliant!

I feel like I have come from another world, entered this one only to find it is run by madmen who are devoid of wisdom and light. Filled with people like, Bill says who never got off the merry go round. I guess its our job to remind them that they can get off the ride if they want to.

Cheers for sharing that Little by Little.

originally posted by: TheInfiniteFantastic

Why does the voice or God or It is saying to not trust anyone at The Vatican?

a reply to: WonderingDreamer

You are probably needed to do something. Called to work in the field.

What do you mean by this? Also what field is this?

What do you mean by this? Also what field is this?

a reply to: WonderingDreamer

Field. Just a way of saying this world. I can only relate from my own experiences. So I have to use the word maybe. Maybe you are having these experiences to set you on good path. I would say you must must have good some inner qualities. You already believe in God so that is more than a lot of people. Maybe you are having these experiences so you will start seeking answers. Which of course you already are. You have already started seeking. Don't put too much pressure on yourself. Be patient and keep seeking.