posted on Feb, 2 2008 @ 07:33 PM
Glad I found this site, I've been watching for a bit but I wanted to post and hopefully get some advice. I feel I am an old soul, but it's hard to
explain, which is why I'm glad I found a lot of you posters.
I'm not extremely spiritual like some of you seem to be, but I feel like a lot of you do, just old. Like I've been there done that, even though in
the past 18 years I haven't actually done most of that. There are things I know that I don't know how I know, not important things, not even useful
things, it still causes me to pause and beat my brain on where I learned it. People come to me for advice (which is actually really embarrassing), but
more often it's like they come to me just to feel better and calm down by dumping all their negativity on me. Don't get me wrong, I don't mind and
it's not a bother, it's just another one of those tings makes me pause and wonder why. In this there are times when I wonder if I'm not too true to
my Pisces sign's extreme sympathy (which is generally bad when you're dealing with two feuding friends who expect you to see it only their way). I
feel like I wasn't made right for the current time, like our modern society and it's values just aren't me, not that I'm above it or below it,
just that I'm not "programed" to work in it. As I said, I feel like an old soul, but I wonder if maybe I'm just an escapist looking for a
something to explain me. (Also know that I really don't ever talk about myself this much (counting the I's up there was embarrassing so I had to
stop myself from writing more heh), I'm really not as egotistical as I probably sound)