Mind control attack

Hello,
I have only joined this forum now as I had to share this experience and wanted to know others opinions of this. I've just been relaxing in bed and as I was trying to sleep I felt a strange tension like I could sense something was going to shock me, and bam! A really loud buzz noise pierced through my head. It's happened several times in the past, I don't get headaches and my general health is fine. It is bizarre and I can't explain it, but would like to hear anyone's suggestions.

I live in the UK and am in one of the worst areas in the country for EMF pollution/ mobile phone masts/geoengineering etc. so this may be a factor. I have also been to America many times on holiday and used to consume literally all GMO food there, completely oblivious to the dangers and may have easily ingested food with nanoparticles/ implants as I know USA are ahead of the game with that and the last time I went was fairly recently in 2015.

I feel as if I am targeted because I post a lot about exposing Agenda 21 online. I was on big pharma antidepressants a few years ago so this could explain the brain zaps but they are far and few between, I just don't understand why they happen. I own a lot of orgonite and crystals so maybe this contributes? I hardly ever have energy anymo , easily irritable and feel as if my life force is being drained on a daily basis. I don't feel like myself anymore. But this buzz in my head, it was like someone hit a switch to torture me. Has anyone else experienced anything similar and is there any at-home tests available to test for implants?

Another possibility is mind control from the cell phone tower weapons as they have suddenly installed loads more around here, or is it just a conspiracy theory that mind control through these exists?

I understand these symptoms could be psychosomatic and not related to mind control but rather a mental issue or brain related problem, and I might have to visit a specialist for an MRI scan. However I would like to ask if anyone has had anything similar as I would like to hear different opinions.

a reply to: citrine

Talking to a psychiatrist/therapist about this, along with an MRI could very well alleviate a lot of your concerns.

What i have noticed in many that are prone to "imaginative thinking" is that it is very much a snowball effect.

What i mean is that we begin to piece together a narrative that seems to fit what we experience mentally, and that narrative (often rooted in needless paranoia) can effectively snowball or grow, and can even seem to manifest from our perception, point of view.

Take into account what your intake is (diet, drugs etc.) as these can and do effect our minds. Also, from a logistical stand point, consider that many many many people around the world are constantly "exposing" supposed conspiracies. Any force that could be capable of operant mind control would more than likely not waste time or resources on you in this sense.

Evaluate your feelings of paranoia and anxiety. These can distort our judgement. The more you can channel your focus elsewhere, rather than fear repercussion and supposed mind control, along with solidfying the notion that you are ok and not under some type of control, you may realize that its just in your head, the idea you are being malevolently controlled by external forces.


Good luck bud. From a guy that has walked through the thicket.

I recently did a thread that could relate to this.
Exploding head syndrome (yes that's the actual scientific name for it)
Could be the culprit behind the massive zap.

I get it at night, just as I'm dozing off. But it's usually the sound of what an arm full of dishes being dropped in the sink would sound like. I get up, I check on it, and there's nothing in the sink.
So I looked it up and sure enough, good old exploding head syndrome.

a reply to: citrine

Hi there. Nobody is trying to control your mind. It sounds to me as if you have a physiological condition (not a mental illness) that causes auditory hallucinations. These can get quite weird -- there are people who have brass bands playing in their heads, or factory sounds, or the racket of a crowded street. These folk are not crazy -- something has gone physically wrong in the incredibly complex ear-brain sensory apparatus.

See a doctor. Also read Oliver Sacks's Musicophilia, a fascinating book about the physiological basis of hearing and how it works.

Oh, and -- everybody is paranoid to a limited extent. Don't dabble with ideas like mind control, or you may really end up crazy. I have a friend who went down that road. Steer clear.

You cant convert everything to mental and physical level but some, you can.

i have experienced this many times before and it sucks. It really is like macenroe 82 said : exploding head syndrome. I personally favor the negatively orientated inter - dimensional alien or psychic/energy attack explanation but hey that's just me. If the western medicine approach helps, go for it.

Other than that, you basically have to strengthen your inner space to take shocks like that. You have to be centered and yet flexible. Learn to be present at all times grasshopper, but ready to go with the flow wherever it takes you, even unto death.

That sounds crazy but i like it

I think from what you described it really might be what the other posters have offered as an explaination: Exploding Head Syndrome.

Personal anecdote: A few years ago I started to suffer adult-onset grand mal seizures. I get two or three a year now, they seem to come from nowhere. After I began having them, I started hearing things -just- as I would start to doze off at night. Usually it is a series of three 'whacks' that sounds like someone outside banging a stick on a tree. I also once heard an extremely loud and angry voice seem to scream in my ear 'GET UP!' That one actually had me scared enough to research it and I found out about EHS.

The brain is such an odd machine.

a lot of times before an astral projection i will get a very loud buzzing in my head. If i relax and let it get louder and more intense my body starts vibrating, first slowly then very intense as the buzz gets louder. After the buzz and vibration increase there intensity to all i can handle i feel my soul pop out of my body.

Try not to be afraid of the sound and see if you can let it continue. Sink into it and if it doesn't hurt then I'm guessing its something similar to what I experience. It doesn't hurt but its very intense feeling.

Also a lot of times during meditation you will get hypnogogic images and sounds. These sounds can be someone yelling your name, your own voice yelling, buzzing like you described, people talking, really anything. The mind is capable of some really trippy things in meditative states.

I hate when people come in and say "I am 100% certain this is not aliens/mind control/cia/etc". No. You aren't. Stop saying that so us victims can start actually figuring out how to heal and counter this. There are at least thousands of people who view themselves at targetted individuals, and considering the psychos who rule the world, can't you entertain the fact that the they would go out of their way to make the targetted people look insane?

I will admit, the CRAZY label has given me lots of room to explore my mind and for lack of a better word, EVOLVE, but I have experienced torture 100000x worse than getting punched in the face. I have been straight up MKULTRAD and was aware I was there but had no control over my actions. I am getting better at defending and am not afraid of these slimeballs who hide in the shadows anymore, but please, if you are a skeptic, either go away or help our cause. We are attacked because we looked beyond our mundane lives and found out our true potential. The world we live in is a computer simulation and anything good or bad is possible. Even if this technology didn't exist yet, it would eventually come about and we would have no preparation for it just because you get a kick out of calling somebody having a hellish life experience "schizophrenic".

I was once a naysayer, so if you are willing to shut up and either leave us alone or help, I forgive you and will scratch your back in return. I suggest doing things like yoga, meditation, breathing exercises, possibly hallucinogenic drugs if you are ready, and watching/reading a bunch of science fiction/fantasy with an open mind. Watch things like The Matrix / Ghost In The Shell.

Psychics are real. I've predicted major things before like terrorist attacks, and people are now dead because the USA would look stupid if they couldn't see something but some "schizophrenic nobody" could. It's not like I know everything, but you can study your life and go "hmm maybe this will happen?!". Billions of people follow religions because they tapped into something. Don't you think in the trillions of collective hours these people spent praying/meditating/studied they would have found concrete proof that you die then that's it? If they did, they probably wouldn't keep going further. I guess they could keep religion alive since it's the "opiate of the masses", but I think they are onto something. Everyone who "wants full control" doesn't want you looking into this. Some people want to protect you from yourself, others just want to further themselves at your expense.

I have nothing now because it's impossible for me to get back on the zombie wavelength and the zombies are rude and banish every thought I have. Even if I was full of it, why try to demean someone who is creative in this world which gets increasingly more boring every day? If im wrong and we are just a "cosmic mistake", and our only purpose is giving Bill Nye and Neil Tyson ad revenue, then let people discover that on their own. Truth is, most people who go down the rabbit hole don't come back. You could write it off as stubbornness, but my life improved 100000000000% since I escaped nihilism. Get out of the way CIA. Stop being gatekeepers/vampires. The truth is coming out. You don't own the world.

a reply to: citrine

I'd recommend seeing a doctor, as step one. It's possible there is some underlying medical condition, and if so, you want to know what's going on. If you get a clean bill of health, then look into other possibilities.

I escaped mkultra and what I think were handlers/programmers too and I come from an extensive military lineage here in the U.S. this just happened to me recently though and you're the first account that I've found that is similar to mine in a sense, please share with me vital information I need to know what I should be doing next.