posted on Feb, 26 2017 @ 04:24 PM
I can relate to a lot of what you are saying OP. There's lot's of different symptoms that can be lumped into the category "Personality disorders"
but when it comes down to it I'm a huge believer that it's a unique combination of hereditary, environment, personal experiences etc.. that formulate
our personalities as a whole.
This doesn't mean one can't exhibit trademark symptoms of a labeled condition, and not seek out treatment and ways to experience health, joy, peace
in life etc.. But rather it means it's hard to fit someone into a box and label them as schizoid, schizo affective, schizophrenic etc...
There are just too many factors involved, and even any honest mental health professional will tell you Mental health with all it's advancements
it's still a big grey area.
My best advice for you is as long as you can embrace who you are and are not severely depressed, or feel you're a threat to yourself or others
don't get too wrapped up in labels, and do the best you can to live your life in line with what you know your capabilities are...
There's nothing wrong with living a more solitary life. And Im sure you have many gifts that can come along with that..
All the best to you.
edit on 26-2-2017 by freedom7 because: spelling mistake