How could I have become like this

(Metallica - unforgiven)

New blood joins this earth
And quikly he’s subdued
Through constant pain disgrace
The young boy learns their rules

With time the child draws in
This whipping boy done wrong
Deprived of all his thoughts
The young man struggles on and on he’s known
A vow unto his own
That never from this day
His will they’ll take away

What I’ve felt
What I’ve known
Never shined through in what I’ve shown
Never be
Never see
Won’t see what might have been

What I’ve felt
What I’ve known
Never shined through in what I’ve shown
Never free
Never me
So I dub the unforgiven

They dedicate their lives
To running all of his
He tries to please them all
This bitter man he is
Throughout his life the same
He’s battled constantly
This fight he cannot win
A tired man they see no longer cares
The old man then prepares
To die regretfully
That old man here is me

What I’ve felt
What I’ve known
Never shined through in what I’ve shown
Never be
Never see
Won’t see what might have been

What I’ve felt
What I’ve known
Never shined through in what I’ve shown
Never free
Never me
So I dub the unforgiven

You labeled me
I’ll label you
So I dub the unforgiven


:bnghd::bnghd::bnghd::bnghd::bnghd::bnghd::bnghd::bnghd::bnghd::bnghd::bnghd::bnghd::bnghd::bnghd::bnghd::bnghd:......... damn


(Rykers - Wrong)

I have learned to live my life all alone
to trust no one except for my own
the truth i've learned to see
but i can't accept that it's meant to be
my will is strong
but could i be wrong
for what i've been searching all along
the religion of truth
to feel through experienced pain
the body takes much
before it drives your mind insane
my will is strong
but could i be wrong
for what i've been searching all along
chains that bound me
orders that used to be
my will is still strong
but i am wrong
... wrong... i am #ing wrong... wrong!


I know now why people die in the wilderness. Of shame of getting lost.....


I needed to set something straight here. I've got nothing to do here anymore. I was part of the conspiracy. I guess I needed to find out.


TRANSFORM IGNORANCE !

Goodbye.

Originally posted by alienaddicted
I know now why people die in the wilderness. Of shame of getting lost.....


I needed to set something straight here. I've got nothing to do here anymore. I was part of the conspiracy. I guess I needed to find out.


TRANSFORM IGNORANCE !

Goodbye.

Could you please be more specific? How were you part of the conspiracy?

I say no more here for a while except that it might be wise considering the things arkaleus is talking to us about. I need to put my life in order.

Goodbye.





[edit on 16-1-2005 by alienaddicted]

[edit on 16-1-2005 by alienaddicted]

Originally posted by alienaddicted
I say no more here for a while except that it might be wise considering the things arkaleus is talking to us about.

I need to put my life in order.

I wish you all the best with that.
The power is in you.

Let us who are of the day be sober, putting on the breastplate of
faith and love, and as a helmet the hope of salvation.

(once I believed - Rykers)

I prove myself wrong
denied reality for far too long
i shudder to think
but it's no surprise at all
i was living in the hope
of a feeling to be shared
that's all i've ever wanted
that's all i've ever dared
now things have changed
attitudes are dearranged
it seems that it's uncool
to say what you feel
once i believed
in respect, trust and loyality
this was what used to be
it always made sence to me
there's nothing left
the flame's gone in their eyes
no one seems to care
or is willing to share
just choose to ignore
and comfort in shallow lies
clutching at straws
drowning in their own disguise
once i believed
in respect, trust and loyality
this was what used to be
it always made sence to me
once i believed
in honor, faith and dignity
this was what used to be
but nothing makes sence to me
...makes sence to me
i look at you
i look at me
and hold back all i want to say
it's so hard to betray... yourself!

:bnghd::bnghd::bnghd::bnghd::bnghd::bnghd:

I can't believe someone listened to ARK!!!

Dude, those songs are both about feeling sorry for yourself by the way. Now, that is not what I thought ark was preaching.... Though I may have to reconsider.

Live life, get rid of your inferiority complex, and do not feel sorry for yourself.

Originally posted by Seapeople
I can't believe someone listened to ARK!!!

What else do you can not believe?

Dude, those songs are both about feeling sorry for yourself by the way.

Maybe I did.

Now, that is not what I thought ark was preaching.... Though I may have to reconsider.

No, but I had to, I couldn't see otherwise.

Live life, get rid of your inferiority complex, and do not feel sorry for yourself.

That's wise advice.. I'll follow

[edit on 18-1-2005 by alienaddicted]