Its released, i wish there was hope

The old man, looked at me and said;" Hold up your hand " I trusted him so i did.. He took out a red stone from his pocket and put it in my hand..
The electric surge came through my body, and i screamed in pain i never felt before.. The monster inside my mind was released, he tried to remove the red stone but it burned into one with the skin.. The monster looked at the old man, and the old man said; "Breath, it will all be over soon" I knew there was no wall that kept him closed inside anymore.. So i curled up inside the monsters mind, and cried like ive never done before..