Poetic mind of nat

Howdy to you all. I hope this day has brought some goodness to you. I have a few poems that I would like to share. Written from my poetic mind
But first I would like to share a lovely poem from Emily Dickinson

"I'm nobody! Who are you?
Are you a nobody, too?
Then there's a pair of us -- don't tell!
They'd banish -- you know!

How dreary to be somebody!
How public like a frog
To tell ones name the livelong day
To an admiring bog!"-Emily Dickinson

13th of August 2015
"Yield my thoughts please
When will this cease?
My mind goes insane ..
Crushed and broken again

I know I've changed for good
Should I wear my dark hood?
Put my guard up at full stand?
It's hard to let you hold my hand

I know we should fit together
But I feel so alone .. forever?
No it can't be that long
In my heart, I am strong

We made a promise to each other
To love and be kind to the other
Promise was broken in one minute
I wish to the skies this would finish

Bringin up my past won't help any
I let the past burn for eternity
Now I just sit here, heart truly aches
I'm sick of the liars and all the fakes

Time will heal, yeah I've heard that before
We need a clean slate to settle the score
I had already made one, at the start of the year
Making a new one, I should be more clear

My head hangs heavy over my heart
I just want a peaceful... loving new start"

20th of August 2015
"I am broken
Just smokin
Heart feels gone
Badly wrong
Anger rises fast
Doesn't last
Flips to sadness
Seeking gladness
Emotions of pain
No gain
Tears of sorrow
Where's tomorrow?
Keep moving forward
Feeling tortured"

21st of October 2015
"Encompassing thoughts rip me apart
Where's the beginning? .. Where's the start?

You see clearly.. My sorrow filled face
Salty tears is all I taste

The numbness has gotten ahold of me
I try and try my hardest to break free

Things keep happening.. to make me doubt
I'm shaken to my core.. heart torn out

Things can be fixed and most likely mended
You know this year .. my heart I've surrendered

Accept me as I happily accept you
We can meet in the middle, through and through

Our love can blossom all throughout this time
I will always be yours and you are mine

Kiss my lips softly and caress my soft skin
Let's make this life the best.. Love always wins"


22nd of October 2015
"He rustles through the leaves
As he walks through the meadow
A sinking kind of feeling
Resides in the middle"

27th of October 2015
"We were both to blame
How can you not see?
I know you're not blind
It was you and me

Selfish behaviors became the norm
Yet you say it was all me
How can I settle the score?
It was you and me

Communication was lost
Could've come to me to see
But that didn't happen
It was you and me

Both of us made mistakes
And I apologized to thee
Still hurtful things were said
It was you and me

The past is the past
The future is free
We are not all perfect
It was you and me

I say goodbye for good
We weren't meant to be
The past is now burned
Never you and me .."


10th of November 2015
"My days turn to nights
As nights turn to day
They all melt into one
In a silent kind of way

Heart beats of a melody
A song once heard
Nostalgic kind of feelings
Uttering one word

A secret type of sound
Heard with deaf ears
Screaming through a wall...
of a caged soul for years"

10th of November 2015
"Complain about this
Complain about that
Shut your face
That shiz is whack!"

11th of November 2015
"Don't you see
All the negativity

Tons of lies
So many cries

Open your mind
Positivity aligned"

Thanks for reading. Much peace to you all --
~nat the blue eyed cat~

a reply to: natalia



Beautiful, deep, and heartbreaking...
Just plain cool!

Thank you for sharing and,
Good to see you!

c(_)
*sip*

a reply to: Darkblade71

Thanks man! Nice to "see" you as well!
You still have your coffee and I still have my ice water ... In my Beatles glass hehe
Much peace to you friend!

a reply to: natalia

I haven't read Emily Dickinson for ages, what a lovely surprise!
And wow, that was - what is the collective noun for this - a buffet of poems? (It isn't the collective noun, but it kind of said what I wanted to say )

It's lovely to see/read you again.

a reply to: natalia

Thank you for letting me into your soul for a brief moment, we share your pain

Sounds like a lot of pain...hope you are well now

a reply to: natalia


Ummm...WOW...Nat...WOW...These are absolutely amazing...I think your last two lines are a poignant reminder that just because we experience hurt and loneliness...those are not what defines us...rather...to borrow your last two lines...

Open your mind
Positivity...aligned

A beautiful way to end...by making a new beginning................very impressive...

Be well my friend...may your days be filled with the realization that others that you might never meet...care...




YouSir

a reply to: beansidhe

Hey there friend yes a buffet of poems.. Haha. That's a good one
Just been trying to get my life on the right track and I still write, I just don't share as often as I used to I suppose. That's okay though because then I can throw you guys a buffet after a few months
Much peace and take care!

a reply to: rajas

Thanks for reading new one
My soul screams through my words. I know a lot of my work is simple rhyme but that's just how I operate. Thanks again and much peace

a reply to: HarryJoy

Howdy there. Yes a lot of pain indeed. I have come a long way and I keep pushing to become a positive light with light all around me. I am doing better with each day that passes but of course things happen and that's okay, that's life. What doesn't kill me only makes me stronger. Much peace to you

a reply to: YouSir

Hey yousir. Thanks for reading. And yes, I do want a new beginning. Like I've told you before that I finally love myself and it took so many years for me to realize that other people don't make me who I am. I make myself. Others can't make me happy or even angry, it's up to me. So I have opened my mind for the positive to align. Thanks again and have a great day

a reply to: natalia

I am glad to hear that things are better now ...Yes I am convinced that for most of us this life is about ...overcoming and adapting. I have found for myself it usually only takes a change in perspective....for healing to begin. My thoughts and prayers go with you.