Its beyond maddening

I mean I think im insane
Either I am or my sanity is going to snap

What the hell is the point of seeing if you cant do anything about it

Im sure you'll all enjoy this
I mean you'll either

1. Challenge my perception and label me as a lunatic
2. Laugh and joke about a very serious issue and label me a lunatic
3. Disregard anything I have to say and label me as a lunatic

So go ahead get wise with me
Hit me with everything you've got because you cant do any worse then fate

I mean people actually believe the future is what you make of it

HA
HA
HAHA

NO fate is set in stone we are all screwed from day one and to think otherwise is a delusion

Fate is out of our hands
Our destiny IS predetermined and there is nothing we can do to change it

No matter how hard we try

I have to sit there and watch the slow painful deaths of the people who matter to me

Knowing exactly what will happen and yet completely powerless to stop it

I get to SIT AND WATCH what I already know happen in an agonizing passage of real time

And not just that
I have to watch others die
I have to feel it!
My visions are in their perspective so not only do I get to watch I get to feel it!
And there is nothing I can do

If I had told you 7 years ago that Paul Walker and Robin Williams would be dead now

I WOULD HAVE BEEN LAUGHED

SO I KEPT MY MOUTH SHUT WHEN I HAD THE DREAMS

Now its too damn late isnt it????

What the hell did I do to deserve this?
Why do I have to endure this crap?
Unable to ever come out about it to anyone because I will only ever be mocked??

Was I supposed to embrace this "gift"
Nuh-uh
People already treat me like a black sheep Im not going to give them a legitimate reason

But what does it matter now
Whats the point?
Im going to lose everyone that matters
And all for what?

And there is nothing I can do

a reply to: Elysian

You have a prediction?

I'm a black sheep too, you can tell it to me.

Well, you could've at least had some comforts provided by worldly riches and fame if you would have made public your predictions of famous people's deaths. Once proven, I'm sure famous people themselves would pay handsomely to know how long they have. Or if you shun worldly wealth, you could at least help people by telling them... they might live life a lot differently knowing how much time they have.

Honestly, you have no right keeping that information to yourself, unless you ask them and they tell you they do not want to know and don't want the general public to know.

So you felt Paul and Robin and others die? Are there any interesting details that go against the official story? Did Robin really commit suicide? Did Paul's death involve any foul play?

You're not alone in these feelings. I struggle every day with much of the same.

I'm not sure what your belief set is, but I believe that each life we lead has a purpose, a lesson to teach. I think my lesson is to learn how to accept fate and to know I can't protect anyone from it. Perhaps yours is similar.

Best wishes from a kindred spirit.

a reply to: Elysian

If you have doomporn to share, then share.

originally posted by: 3n19m470
Well, you could've at least had some comforts provided by worldly riches and fame if you would have made public your predictions of famous people's deaths. Once proven, I'm sure famous people themselves would pay handsomely to know how long they have. Or if you shun worldly wealth, you could at least help people by telling them... they might live life a lot differently knowing how much time they have.

Honestly, you have no right keeping that information to yourself, unless you ask them and they tell you they do not want to know and don't want the general public to know.

So you felt Paul and Robin and others die? Are there any interesting details that go against the official story? Did Robin really commit suicide? Did Paul's death involve any foul play?

Thats just it
Its all set in stone
Even if I told anyone it wouldnt change anything
They wouldn't live there lives any differently because the choices they make are predetermined
You cant cheat fate
There is no work around

Paul and Robin were unique cases
Paul I only had a vision of the day I heard about his death
Robin on the other hand was not just a single vision but multiple where I was trying to find a a solution
His death was suicide, no hidden details.
I would like to believe I could have done something but I couldn't

Other then them, the visions of death I see are always of people linked to me in some way.

The most recent death was my friends sister who has a blood disorder. She wasn't taking care of herself and she was suffering from severe internal bleeding, throwing up blood and having blood in her stool. But I didnt know from the vision. I saw the vision as if I was the victim of fate. I only found out about my friends sister when I went to his mom's house to run an errand. I recognized the house the rooms and the bathroom from the vision.

Now someone very close to me is suffering and there is nothing I can do but watch

Yeah you know what? I do
I had a vision of having Christmas Dinner without my family for the first time
I moved out last July
Had Christmas dinner with them
So we have at bare minimum until this Christmas to keep living our lives

In otherwords SEPTEMBER IS NOT THE END

originally posted by: anotherdaytoday
a reply to: Elysian

If you have doomporn to share, then share.

Screw. Your. Self
That work for you?

My visions aren't the end of the world
Its the lives of myself and people connected to me in some way

a reply to: Elysian
I believe this coming Christmas will be my last before Christ returns. So maybe your vision will come to pass.

These things are either a great gift or a crushing, burdensome curse...

So glad I'm not "blessed." Am sorry for your anguish.

I too can predict that famous people will die.
Every single one of them will die one day.

originally posted by: Jansy
These things are either a great gift or a crushing, burdensome curse...

So glad I'm not "blessed." Am sorry for your anguish.

And being that 95% of the time I know the people or I eventually come to know the people that my visions point to
I cant help feeling like its my fault
Like me be alive, like my existence is the cause

originally posted by: boymonkey74
I too can predict that famous people will die.
Every single one of them will die one day.

Screw. Your. Self

Im not predicting famous people
Paul and Robin were unique visions

a reply to: Elysian

No September is not the end. I only think something significant will happen.

I had another dream myself. I drove my car onto a white ferry to cross a swift river. The sky was clear.

Again with the water ...