posted on Jun, 22 2015 @ 10:39 PM
I shed a million tears,
These water crystals form a screen
Forcing me to see that dream in my eyes.
I want to escape these feelings today?
I want to,
Find a way.
Give me, a way to leave this Earth.
It’s not up to me, it never was.
Others choose a life of emotions.
I chose a path of reason.
Yet I can’t escape these feelings today.
I need to,
Get away.
I still see your picture in my mind.
Run through woods deep as brush.
My mind fails me as much as I fail it.
Organic chemicals can’t turn it to mush,
So that I can escape these feelings today.
I feel like,
Grass that sways.
I know that I must have worth.
Forgive me, I couldn’t be there for you.
It’s my fault I pushed you away.
Just know, I didn’t know what it would do.
I can’t escape these feelings today.
I want to,
Go back to that time,
To share a moment I no longer can find.
Brother you were too young to leave.