My True Name! The Ladder and The Gate.

a reply to: TarzanBeta

But I am no man of God and he wants me to play the role of a very bad role in our history. He said he was sorry about it and that it was necessary, he said that it was part of a job no one else would do but was given to me. What does he mean by a job no one else would do but was given to me? He said I must realize who I am? Who am I? What does he mean it was necessary?

Why would God give someone a bad role?

Tried searching again for relevant info on a dream I had and I found this post.

In summary, I was chased through tunnels by some sort of dogs with very shifty, human-like faces. After escaping I was shown my name, and I knew it immediately to be my own.

"Grimmon", "Greymon"; I don't know. I woke up and it was the first time I experienced sleep-paralysis. It went away after I started reciting the name I knew to be a lie. I'd know it if I saw it again.

Anyway, if OP is around or if anyone has any relevant reading please let me know if you've found anything.


Much thanks,

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