I really do not know anything more than has been posted which should be completely obvious, that these men and women had something happen to them
all... But I will say this, while there are psychopaths and tyrants in a world full of human frailty, there will always be a war going on, and if
something catastrophic of nature occurred, there would be no stopping some of them. At present there is another conspiracy involving the planetry
alignments in our solar system. In conjunction with this idea are the latest Movies that have recently been put out and about, such as: 'the book of
eli', 'The Road, '2012''. There is rather more volcanic activity going on right now than we have seen for a while, they expect Turkey to be hit soon,
and all those beautiful Mosques could be under threat.
But this is all after this affair, from what I remember of that time during 1980, the Arms race was peaking, the british and the americans were
desperate to counter act against the russians, and we all know how serious people can be, also two decades ago there was much that had to come to
light, forced into the media by the discovery of HIV. 20 years ago, people in power thought they were beyond scrutiny, but everything changed. Since
then we have seen how positions of power in schools, the church and policing services have been abused for the personal gratification of some. Now
that they have forced back the Taliban in Afghanistan, the persons now in power are corrupt police and large peadophiliac gangs who kill the ones who
run away... Reminding me of a news report on itv news a few years ago, stating that 68% of men were pederasts. Last years news brought to light
several female pederasts. Our view of ourselves has been completely overhauled. And now no side can be entirely trusted. But I am proud of my
country in a lot of ways, I just know it's frailties.
Back to this topic though, it is very understandable and comforting to know that I am not the only one who would like to know the truth. But what if
going there put people in danger. Would they really use the best scientists earth had to offer as collateral that needed disposal? Some things you
just have to work out for yourself. People disappear all the time, and families try desperately to find them in some cases, but not all, there are
those who wash up at the rivers edge completely anonymous and no way of decyphering who they once were, before they took their own lives. Sad to say.
The devil is in the detail, and some of the previous posts on this site told me everything I needed to know, however cryptic and seemingly unfeeling
they were.
I often feel like taking my own life but can't right now, another cancer in the family, which could be chernobyl fallout for all we know. Being
subdued in a country that pays for me to live when I fall on hard times, I am actually lucky, I find it harder to talk to certain people these days,
relationships are hard too. Who wants to live with someone caught in this crossfire. Most demand danger money for the most pathetic reasons as it
is. I cannot say I am not to blame for some my own failings in life, and realise that sometimes, some things cannot be helped. Maybe this is one of
those times.
Go gently, people respond very badly to anything different, let alone anything truly threatening.
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Sometimes we have to work things out for ourselves. No one wanted to be there for me 24/7 so I just ended up being at the mercy of whoever, this
whole affair has not helped me in any way.
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