Love for God, to the point of tears.

A mad man indeed, is the only one capable.

A mad man to the world, but a hero among believers.

These tears pour out, not out of understanding,
but being shown God's love
and seeing the human incapability to understand.

I am so far incapable of loving you, Lord,
Notwithstanding the torture you went through
to show me.

I am hard towards to o Lord,
Who opened yourself up to the point of embarrassment,
to save me.

Notwithstanding my stubbornness,
you stay, o Lord,
letting me know,
that from me you will not part.

For you are already mine,
as you gave yourself to me,
notwithstanding how unwilling I am,
to part with selfishness,
and give myself to you.

a reply to: backcase
There is a sign of Judaism in your avatar but your statements are like Christians. Who is your God !?

a reply to: maes2

The Only God.

a reply to: backcase

May the Only God strengthen and keep you in the Power and Knowledge of His Christ through His Holy Spirit of Love and Wisdom,

God bless you

originally posted by: backcase
A mad man indeed, is the only one capable.

A mad man to the world, but a hero among believers.

These tears pour out, not out of understanding,
but being shown God's love
and seeing the human incapability to understand.

I am so far incapable of loving you, Lord,
Notwithstanding the torture you went through
to show me.

I am hard towards to o Lord,
Who opened yourself up to the point of embarrassment,
to save me.

Notwithstanding my stubbornness,
you stay, o Lord,
letting me know,
that from me you will not part.

For you are already mine,
as you gave yourself to me,
notwithstanding how unwilling I am,
to part with selfishness,
and give myself to you.

Did you make this poem up or did you get it from somewhere. It made feel sad for what i am going through right now.

I am a new believer as of a couple years ago, and have been, and currently am, struggling to stay pure and faithful. I will resist impulses and desires well for months at a time, and God and Jesus Chirst does a great job of helping me to cleanse my thoughts and desires, but then i just give in, and ruin it all.

I am currently in the "give in" phase again. These words sum up what i am going through with my lust and desire. I feel ashamed,. and feel like i don't even deserve to be heard by Jehova or Yehoshua.

Thank you for posting this OP, God bless you.

a reply to: bigman88

Never give up. God doesn't want to condemn you, He wants to heal you and help you back to the right track that will give you the best life you can have and be your utmost.

But at the same time I can't help wondering: what lie keeps you re-committing the same sin? What I mean is that for this thing to keep coming back upon you, there is some lie you believe that is allowing you to let it back. Ask Him maybe?

a reply to: bigman88

I wrote it. It is about a dream I had.

I'm glad it touched your heart and let you know there is someone else going through what you are going through.

Remember that God is love, and that any thought that suggests that you are less than able to go to God originates in darkness.

a reply to: backcase

What is love !?

a reply to: maes2

The essence of God.

a reply to: backcase

Love is your description from an attraction. Love is a description of a dynamic, a motion. But what is really the cause of this motion and attraction.
Moreover Why do you think that God is one.

a reply to: maes2

One and Trine. because everything little is a little version of something big. There is man, who is spirit, mind, and body, but altogether in chaos.

There is God which is Thought, Word, and Love. God is He who is. The trinity is known solely by faith.

a reply to: backcase

I see but three is not enough. I suggest the word "pure existence". Well words are not enough for description. As a matter of fact this is not my suggestion. It is about a philosophical theory started by a person called Mulla Sadra.
I found it a better description and consistent with the findings of mystics.
As you said in your signature, being with God causes becoming perfect. Perfect human. So we lack many degrees of existence.

a reply to: Cinrad

Lie? Nope. No lie. It is just me and my weakness towards it. Before it was weed, but i kicked that after several stumbles; still get urges here and there, but i generally don''t miss it, it made me slow, stupid, and had Jehova expressing his disappointment, and demanding to know why i am smoking again, and Lucifer making fun of me (i feel that weed, like other substannces, was not meant to be smoked, and connects your brain to the celestial realms unnaturally, and that's why what i somewhat feel is my conscience, is actually Jehova speaking).

But i still have the stronger vice, and that is porn. I will not think of it for a while, then it comes right back. I resist and forget about it for a good while, but i have once again lost. Being a paraplegic at 25 since 2010 with non-functional sex organs doesn't help either. But i still liked it before anyway.