posted on Jun, 11 2011 @ 09:54 AM
I thought of putting this into the spiritual, but it seems more than that, it is what we are on a another level. A lot has happened in the last two
years with me personally as well as others on this forum, it is difficult to discuss as well as understand for so much of it is new. It can be
associated with control by others; aliens? Spirits or higher selves, who knows, thus it cannot be classified. It is not a religious experience either,
even though I have heard it put in those terms.
I will at some point make a longer introduction that includes more of what is happening, but for today I will just put out an interesting observation
I had at shorts brewery here in town the other night. Also a survey of how long ago others have felt this change.
My intent that night which was a strong an intent to meet others like myself, to discuss this thing that has been going on in my life and my wife's.
This includes, memories or visions of us being together in lighted rooms before our union here and dating over twenty years ago. Our recent dreams of
a future which we shared. Our being with others as well as out of body experience. The seeing of another world. But more importantly the changes that
are happening in us over the last two years. I had a lot on my plate and was looking for "others" now.
I purchase my Brown beer and went to join a group of spiritually interested folks that were meeting there that evening in great hopes. I sat on a
stool and listened and took note of the moderators, both young and good preacher types, but somewhat limited. The subject matter was also severely
limited. I did talk privately to a man and he asked about my dreams and visions which was a good start, but out of the corner of my eye, I could see
the one young preacher was squirming and getting stressed as he was listening to this conversation, I was in the wrong group. Thus shortly I wandered
off to be alone with my computer, my intent still intact.
As I wandered over to a lone table, one of my former students from way back, now a grandmother whom owns a downtown store, stood up with a smile, and
somewhat confused, came up to me and we hugged, for it had been many years. She asked about the group I had just left and I told her, but also told
her I could not talk to them. But then I had this mystical knowing and explained that she would understand, we could talk and we did.
Later she told me, that for some reason, she was driven to talk with me that night and she did not understand it, for it had been many, many years.
Our conversation was one of spirituality and openness, but what was amazing was, she also has a white aura like mine as well as she talks and is
visited by a few dead friends.
Later, I came to find out she had been going through vibrations at night and other symptoms similar to mine, but did not understand what was
happening with her. I asked a simple question. "How long ago did you notice this urge to change along with the physical things like vibrations"?
Her answer was a quick "about two years".
Later we were joined by two other friends, one like myself and his brother, on furlough from the army. Later I asked the one young man, how long ago
had he been urged to change and he promptly told me about two years. His brother also admitted to this happening but cares not to know more, as he
chooses to live in the moment. He did say that men in his company have been talking about this very thing, something happening and some of them have
had this awakening thing going on.
What I am finding is, this is an event that seems pivotal to about two years ago, actually in my case three years as I had a knowing it was to happen
one year before the event. But about two years ago, I was slammed with this powerful desire to learn, change and then a series of events, some of
which were shared by my wife. As this happened, I also took note of the fact that others near me, share in the learning or change, including headaches
when they happen as well as dreams and more. There is so much that is going on here not included here, but others will know anyhow. An example here
is, if I expand my consciousness too far, I have problems reconnecting afterwards to the body, leaving me with a dizziness for hours or days after.
The last time I did this after an OBE, my wife also shared in the experience or perhaps it was associated with her talking to two of the others, it is
hard to understand and very complicated, except it sometimes results in the negative as well.