posted on Dec, 24 2003 @ 03:22 AM
I had a strange dream last night.
I dreamt that I was with some guy, I dont know who he was, and we were kissing, huging and all that. He seemed very ummmm passionate, but I was not. I
was totaly indifferent, I couldnt care less about all that, no passion, no feelings, nothing. I wasnt even paying much attention to what he was doing
and saying. I felt sad and I thought " I dont need this!" so I pushed him away and started running. There was this house about 100 meters from where
I was standing and I tried to reach it, but I just couldnt. I was running towards it, but the house was moving farther away from me, very weird.
Then I just stoped there, I felt very sad, I just couldnt run anymore.
Suddenly a map appeared in my hands, map of the world, but it looked all wrong, like it wasnt a map of this planet. Continents were in a wrong place,
there wasnt much water, no oceans. I thought "where the hell am I??"
I was close to tears when I felt sombody standing next to me. It was like all my worries and sadness just disapeared in that moment. It felt so good.
I looked up and it was a very good friend of mine. I dont feel anything more for him, only friendship in reality, but in the dream I felt such longing
for him, he took my hand and it felt so good. He touched my face and I thought "how blind was I?? This is so good!!"
Then I woke up.