posted on Dec, 7 2021 @ 10:15 AM
This holiday season has been very rough for me this year.I can't believe how
quickly everything is happening.I am almost to the point of going beyond human
endurance.I think back to an earlier time before all this heartache began.
I am a mother and a grandmother,I enjoy talking to my daughter a couple of
times a week.I love to hear her voice even when she's angry at something when
she calls.I assure her that everything will work out and to be strong and move
on.
I still remember the time I hadn't heard from her for over a week.I knew something
was wrong.I called around and found she was in the hospital.I did everything I could
but I wasn't allowed to see her because of Covid.My precious daughter passed away
and I felt a loss that breaks your heart into pieces.
We had her funeral and I was finally excepting her loss.I was trying to focus on the
good memories and not dwell on the sad ones.I was back on my computer playing
my favorite game Candy Crush Soda Crush.My desk phone rings and I heard more
devastating news,my mom had just passed away.I started to make plans to attend
her funeral.
My husband and I were enjoying the Sabbath and I was getting ready to watch some
TV in the evening.My husband slowly walks into the family room,sits down on the sofa
beside me."Mama,I feel like I had just climbed a mountain." I checked his oxygen level
along with his heartbeat,his oxygen level was 74 and his heartbeat 145.I had to call
911.
My husband is in the hospital now and his doctor thought it was a good idea to get his
papers ready,when I told her what my son suggested. I am now facing the loss of my
daughter,my mother and possibly my husband in a very short time frame.Tis the season
to be jolly,yeah right.For me it's Tis The Season To Mourn.
The End.
based on a very true story.